A bit of depression...

Ever have one of those days when you wake up in the morning feeling like your on top of the world, feeling like your living in harmony with everything, your life, nature, the whole nine yards. You decide that if your in a poker game you can’t do anything but win, so you sit down at the table and start to play, you look down and you’ve got all but one card that you need, that card, you feel, is in the dealers hand, ready to be flipped, so you go “all in”, the dealer flips and instead of flipping the number card of the suit you need, dealer flips number card of the neighboring suit, you lose, but SO close, so close you could taste that money, so close you could taste the wine, Italian wine, yeah, that’s it. Alas, it’s gone and you got nothing.

Today was a strange day, the highlights of my day were the few hours I spent on the back of my bike and ushering Saturday in (at the pub, of course). The really good part of being on the back of the bike was that I’m alone, alone with my thoughts, I’ve really needed a lot of that lately, I’m not 100% sure why.

Suffice to say that it was one of those days that you wish you could go back and do over again, maybe make some different decisions, maybe not. I’m not even sure I’ll be able to sleep tonight, it’s been a weird day.

BS